Wednesday, December 19, 2007
This morning a message only re-assured my worst of intuitions. I just came out of a relationship where i was cheated and unconsciously used as a 'prozac'.Yesterday i was used into doing something i didn't want to.Today my fears are confirmed when i can't trust my own god brother.
Afiq went into a fit and started throwing magazines,cd covers and cds towards that cupboard of his.He just felt so betrayed by everyone.He could not trust anyone any more.It's just so hard for him these days.seeing hopes rise and fall.He is feeling really drained or both emotional and physical energy. Signing out WANN
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hey there,
afiq here.feeling greatly emo nowi dont liike it.I'm really dwelling in the sheer deepness of emo.Looking it up on the net,leaving my hair to express the emo-ness, listening to depressing songs.I had my first puff yesterday.It was soo nice.Provided such a temporary solace.
SONGS IN MY PLAYIST
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Now playing: Anuar_Zain_-_Ketulusan_Hati
Now playing: Anuar Zain - Kembalilah Kasih
Now playing: Misha Omar & Jaclyn Victor - Cinta
Now playing: Dayang Nurfaizah - Hilang [jiwang.org]
Now playing: Faizal - Maha Karya Cinta
Now playing: Izwan Pilus - Indah Lelapku
i will be writing a lot of poems to drown my sorrows so keep yourself updated.
till then
